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I'm out of topic to blog. Seems to me my life is not as interesting after all. New year has been great. 2010 is a year to look forward. Of course I'm not going to be politicking on my blog thou there's a lot of religion issue going on in M'sia.

I went out with a friend of mine which she forgotten about my age and she thrashed me in pool with her beloved B. ( sorry can't seem to spell his name out ) lol. Quite cool hanging out with you guys that day.

I'm stressed at work. Is been long since I feel this way. There's like dateline dateline and dateline. Normally by 5 something I'll be on my way home, but these days I'm still slogging in office during that time.

I think I'm going anti-social if these work stress continue. So lazy to entertain people thus I'm choosing people to go out with. I do not want to waste my precious time for people who are just not worth it.

Life is crucial as usual. We need to live like there's no tomorrow. Of course when I say that it doesn't mean that you only have fun. Do things that people remember you and value you. I need to give a long lasting impression to people. SO I hope everyone will work hard for their future.

Ahh.... forgotten.
To a friend. Sometimes is good to let go of the past. The past is the one that makes you strong now. Thus, don't need to dwell on it. Of course feelings will always be there, but you found a great guy. So, live your life well. So I won't be seeing you soon as you'll be busy with your boy boy ;p lolxx

Seems to me my brains are shut down except for work related.

:)

First post of the year

Happy new year everyone. I'm sorry that I have to wish you guys so late. I was quite busy for few days. Way to start my 2010. Had countdown with family. Is been years since I spend time with my family no new year eve. Something that I plan to change and YES I was at home thou I FFK a lot of people that day. On the 1st, I spend with 2 friends. Well, did enjoy myself till one of them called me a player :( . Thanks to what you said I won't go out with you anymore :p Thanks for the shirt, I like it a lot.

Today is an interesting day to begin with. I started my day waking up at 7 in the morning. Went for breakfast, that journey to Kajang. My first paintball in years ended up bruises on my body and my BUTT. Blardy shit, hurts like hell. Have 2 small red dots at the back now :( My hand my leg, my body is like numb right now.

Well, I cook up some resolution for 2010 : My list :

1. Fix my damn teeth.
2. Be hardworking at work. Discipline and attitude.
3. Honesty is the best policy.
4. Try to finish up my debts. YES. I AM FREAKING POOR.
5. To get a new job. A Job that can see my full potential.
( Legal job, don't even you guys think to ask me to be a swindler )
6. secret
7. secret
8. secret

Well, I hope I can achieve something in 2010. I want to be somebody and I need to start somewhere. Thou is the 2nd day, I would say everything is going well as I planned. Trying to be more responsible. I wish you guys all the best in achieving your resolution this year.

Happy New Year. Lots of love, - R a y m o n d -

Here Am I Babysitting =D

Naughty nephew. Only know how to cry and take side with people who loves him. I like this set of pics :) All the way I take care of him. He only knows how to cry and bully me. I wonder next time how would I treat me Kid :x

Resolution.

Christmas has passed, and new year is approaching. I was wondering what I did achieve and did for this year. And the answer I had is NOTHING. Well, I gain some friends and I lose none. Way to go for this year.

Christmas was boring. I was practically stuck at home for eve. No plans, no party, no socializing. And all my friends are busy partying. First time eve at home. Gosh !!! I have been home for most of my nights till I do not know what is night life anymore. Well, is a good thing, but No-No, Had been hardcore watching dramas at home. Finished Long Vacation, Beautiful Life and even Liar game. Slept was the only think I lack off.

As usual, I'm home. Nothing seems to astonished me anymore. Wherever I go or whoever I'm with, I'm dead bored and hook on to my games. I'm like an anti-social guy already.

I think my New year eve, I'll be stuck at home and be with my family. I wonder why last time I always party outside during an important day like that. New year eve is like a sacred day where you spend time with your family. Is like going to a brand new year with your loved ones. Well, I reckon most of you guys to stay at home and celebrate with your family. For once, stop the booze :)

I have some new resolution for 2010. Talk less more action. Haha, and try to be more cool and not more bullshit from my mouth. I think is time for me to keep quiet and listen and absorb good advises from people.

I'm trying to be a changed person. I hope I can.

Dreams

What does dreams means to you ? I seldom dream but for the past few days I have dreams, dreams that I do not want to remember. Does dream really means something or is just a dream or perhaps a precaution that you have to take ? I'm confused about my dreams. Seems to me my dreams is about me and sometimes with friends.

Once I dream that I was all alone, where there's no friends in this world. All are strangers to me. And I realize that being alone is not so bad. Is like trying to find a different world to live in. Or perhaps, is my dreams telling me that I should stay alone or telling me that since I have shut all my friends out, does it mean I'm going to be lonely ? Well, it was just 1 dream. The rest of dreams are unbearable.

I dream of someone. Someone I know. well. Can't really write it in words. Is so erm. Ironic. first time dreaming about a specific person.

Hope I wont dream bad dreams anymore.

Random Crap !!!!!

I can't believe myself, that I actually been home early for the past few days. Gosh, where did my night life went. Well, everything seems fine to me. Enjoying some korean dramas lately.

I'm kinda bored going out already. Seems to me whenever I go I'm DEAD bored. So if you do not want to be bored, don't even bother calling me out :) I think I'll hook on my Iphone during yc session. Lol.. So don't blame me by playing with my Ip :)

I have lots of things to blog, but seems to me this site is not secure enough to blog. I can't express my thoughts here. Anyhow all I can say is I felt like I have no more friends except a few. I have been hanging out with the same group of ppl for past week except saturday which we went for badminton than STEAMBOAT :) Muahah, Nice... got bbq somemore.

Shit, I totally forgotten about today. Supposed to go red box. Darn. I overslept. Sorry guys. Don't shoot me when I see you guys next time yahz. Thou, I won't be seeing much of you guys. But I will try my best to come out with you guys k :) And next time please don't ask me sing that stupid song. I rather be the pompom girls ;p lolxx

- tonight is the night, I will let go everything I have -

Thanks for everything. I think you have just lost me. When my doors are shut, I don't even need a friend like you.

Somethings have to stop !!!

I guess I need to stop going out with girls who are single, I can't take it where I'm emotionless towards them. I hate being emotionless, is like I lost all my feelings and emotions towards anyone. Kinda weird feeling where I find it is uncomfortable for me. And I Kinda hate it when I'm asked :

1. Are you attached ?
2. Why are you single ?
3. Are you homo ?
4. When was the last time you have a gf ?

Hm..those are the question that I was asked, so I'm bored of it. So I'm not going out with anyone who are single for temporary :) I'm lucky enough to have friends who are attached already. Is much more fun hanging out with them :)

I got an Iphone. A white in colour IPhone. But I do recommend you to think twice to get the device as the battery consumption are pretty fast. Of course there are plenty of games. But if your not a e-mail person, please don't even think of getting an Iphone just for games and online. There are plenty of device out there that is far more better than iphone.

- what is change ? I fear the worst is yet to come. So make it better for yourself. -

Time wasted !!!!! Rubbish post.

I have wasted my entire weekend of slept due to a book that I have should not wasted my time on. The story lines was same. DO not, I repeat Do not buy Dan Brown latest edition of The Lost Symbol. I got so disappointed with the ending. It doesn't have the touch. Sad. Now I'm going to read Mitch Albom : Have A Little Faith. Hope this book would be fruitful as Mitch Albom past few books were about life learning.

So many things happen. Lazy to blog bout it. Lol ....

So to apologize for not blogging, I did a small meaningful words :) Coz it doesn't seem to rhyme as a poem to me :x lolxx :) enjoy


I have found a friend, who never lets me down, and understands me,
Reaches me every time I fall, You're a best friend that I will never forget.
I know you'll never always be here for me, But I believe your a part of me,
as your heart is always here to stay.

I will always be watching you, and standing next to you,
I can't promise that I won't leave you, I can only promise I will always support you,
As long as you believe in yourself.

If one day I leave, I bid my farewell to you now.
Don't ever say I never did.
If time permits, I believe faith will bring me back to guide you when you're in dark.

Here I vow, you'll be kept in my heart, always and forever.
If I ever break a promise I made. I won't live to see another day.
You have my love. That's how I value our friendship.

- Take life as is it, know your ability and make it fruitful in your life -