Do what you can, with what you have, where you are !!!!

Is 4.01 a.m, I have just re-read two of my favorite books by Mitch Albom, which is For One More day and Tuesday With Morrie. I like to share with you why I like the books. So I choose the best meaningful words/quotes on the books to share with everyone here.

Mitch Albom ( Tuesday with Morrie )

"We've got a sort of brainwashing going on in our country, Morrie sighed. Do you know how they brainwash people? They repeat something over and over. And that's what we do in this country. Owning things is good. More money is good. More property is good. More commercialism is good. More is good. More is good. We repeat it--and have it repeated to us--over and over until nobody bothers to even think otherwise. The average person is so fogged up by all of this, he has no perspective on what's really important anymore.

Wherever I went in my life, I met people wanting to gobble up something new. Gobble up a new car. Gobble up a new piece of property. Gobble up the latest toy. And then they wanted to tell you about it. 'Guess what I got? Guess what I got?'

You know how I interpreted that? These were people so hungry for love that they were accepting substitutes. They were embracing material things and expecting a sort of hug back. But it never works. You can't substitute material things for love or for gentleness or for tenderness or for a sense of comradeship.

Money is not a substitute for tenderness, and power is not a substitute for tenderness. I can tell you, as I'm sitting here dying, when you most need it, neither money nor power will give you the feeling you're looking for, no matter how much of them you have."

There's a big confusion in this country over what we want versus what we need," Morrie said. "You need food, you want a chocolate sundae. You have to be honest with yourself. You don't need the latest sports car, you don't need the biggest house. The truth is, you don't get satisfaction from those things. You know what really gives you satisfaction?...Offering others what you have to give...I don't mean money, Mitch. I mean your time. Your concern. Your storytelling. It's not so hard.

Mitch Albom ( For One More Day )

There is everything you know and there is everything that happens. When the two do not line up, you make a choice. "

"Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever?

Nice quotes from the book :) I do recommend everyone to read it :) Is in my top 10 list on how you see things from different perspective. Enjoy reading it.

- If you don't stand for something you will fall for anything -

Dedicated to smokers !!!!!

You think smoking's is cool ?







Don't ever start. & Don't even leave comment on this post :)

Monday Hell !!!!

Too tired too blog. Is 7p.m. I'm still in office. Effing depressed. Meeting whole day, than do labeling on LTO Tape drive till now.
Super tired, exhausted. I even got a meeting this Friday at 8.30 in the morning.
OMG !!!! I need a break. I got 6 days leave. Wonder should I carry forward my leave.
I'm hungry, no one for me to call to accompany me to have a fast dinner. Ahh !! going to be a lonely dinner tonight.

P, I'm sorry. I have to cancel with you tonight as I'm pretty exhausted. Had a tiring day. Need a massage badly. I see tomorrow whether I can see you for lunch or not k. :) Don't angry.

Anyway don't bother to call me later. I'm going to sleep super early today :)
Ah !!

Suddenly miss you so much. Want to see you and hug you :( Such a bad day .....

PICS !!!!

I like the chocolates !!! Who can do for me please ? I took all this pic at CLUB MED :) So many varieties there. Lazy to upload all :) But all these is the nicest to have .

No More Drinks !!!!

Ahh !! This is what happen when I drink a sip of beer. Gosh.. I think I have to stop going to bar anymore :) lolxx... This happen in KJ :) Nothing to do :p
And now I'm being blackmailed by my brothers, coz they have some embarrassing pictures of me.

Nice !

I got this from an e-mail. Very meaningful. Share with your other friends too. If you want the original. Let me know your e-mail add :)

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.!

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant .

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

God determines who walks into your life.........It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.

Dedication !!!!!

To a special friend :)

Here, now, breathing with a certain fear,
However, it reminds me I’m still alive.
My meaning of life, is to search for something certain.

As the days pass I wondered if it’s a mistake for me,
To think about the past that will never come true.
Hoping the light that is shown to me, is a right path of choice.
All I’m hoping is for a better tomorrow.
I will wipe and leave my tears behind,
Now begins my new life.

Truth is something which we are all searching for.
But what, might have been are all vanish.
You left a print deep inside my heart,
It wouldn’t gone to waste,
And I’m certain they stay in your heart as it stays in mine.

First Poem for my blog !!!!

haha, Nothing better to do, So I did this. I'm trying to make it rhyme. Seems I'm too tired to think anymore. So I just post it up :)

I’m a shallow guy to begin with.
I tried to see how far we could go,
Everyday when I put on a smile, I changed inside of me.
Yet, you always knew what type of person I am,
You knew that I have fallen for you.

You knew I’m putting on a fake face, to hide my feelings for you.
I pretended like I’m someone else.
I know that I have a fake smile on me, among all my friends that have come and gone
You stayed for awhile,
But not for long
You show me what love is and who I am, then you just left
Now I'm lost, in a neverland.

Dreams have been dreadful.
Sitting in the corner of my bed, writing my own feelings down.
Words can’t explain it, it just came to my mind.
I can't define in any words how I feel for you.
What I have done and how childish I was.
The love I have for you is too much to ignored,
the memories of us are too much to be forgotten.

I have friends, I have people around me, but no one know as much as you knew me,
I look into the mirror sometimes, I only see me without you.
I'm glad that you've moved on. I will follow soon.
Before I forget, just want you to know, I'm always here for you.

- Don't treat me like strangers, we're still a close buddy :) -

A long good post :)

First of all I would like to thank a friend who encourage me in caring about my other friends. Thou there's a few people who msg me this kind of things. Your msg is the best :) So hee hee...

hey i read ur blog
:) p4p3r why so emo these days
:) p4p3r beh tahan jo
:) p4p3r wheres the old ray
:) p4p3r i miss him
:) p4p3r dont be too emo ok
:) p4p3r and dont stop giving advices to me
:) p4p3r cuz they're improtant to me :D
:) p4p3r put it this way..
:) p4p3r when u advice, whether they listen or not, atleast ur advices help brighten up ppl's day by showing ur effort
:) p4p3r and also.. it makes ppl like me think rationally again

Thanks YH :) lolxx, If you need advises, I'm still always here. Will always be a friend that will guide you when things are bad. I may not be the old that can give you solutions but my ideas are kinda good i think ;p You know me. I might not be there for fun. But I'm always there when shit happens :p

Well, my second topic would be HER. I guess there's a lot of question that you guys really wanted to ask. So you guys derive a plan to ask a few people to ask bit by bit to get the whole picture :) You guys are smart. But I think you guys should just ask me the right question. :) So far only 1 person ask a bit of personal question.

So the list of question that I compiled that someone ask me.

Me||Is@ p4p3r What happen between you and your wife?
Me||Is@ p4p3r What happen to the old Raymond I know. Isn't him the happy go lucky guy.
Me||Is@ p4p3r Do you still love her ? You lost her i know is hard but can things be better?
Me||Is@ p4p3r Any chance you guys are going back together :) Keke
Me||Is@ p4p3r Will you ignore her and just leave her even as friends.i think is kind of bad if you do that.youll be hurt..like wut happen btw me and mat.

I know i deleted some of the question as is too personal for me to answer here.

So what happen between me and her is like poof. Gone. End. Shit happens but is a mutual understanding. So I guess is easy to answer that. Maybe I'm not a good bf, and I'm not the one for her. The old me hasn't changed. I'm still a happy go lucky guy as you can see that day. I'm still talking and still joking around. I know you noticed the diff but I did try to hide that side of me :) I do not want to elaborate here as is personal I told you :p
What you mean do I still love her? Of course I Do, No matter what I will still love her, as a friend and as a buddy. I did not lose her, as she's always in my heart and things are better this way as I can really see that she's really happy right now, so things are great now :) Haha... getting back together is not impossible but right now I think is not the time I guess. I can't tell you how I feel here, maybe few years time you can ask me again.
Well, I think I will never ignore her nor avoid her. She's has and always will be my priority. Of course I won't show it in front of her. I will act like she's my buddy. And, I think it doesn't matter as she really knows everything about me. She's kinda forgetful, but it doesn't matter if she forgets the things I told her coz she'll always be my best friends and buddy forever. As you all know I treat my gf like my bestest friend so we can open up and share everything. So of course, if there's any shit happens to me. I will always find her to be my consultant. :p
So yah my hope is she'll be single in the future so I will just work my way up to tell her how much she mean to me. But of course, I would also hope she'll find the right person that treat her good and love her as much as a person can be loved. As you know, as long as she's happy I am happy. I just want her to be happy :)

I think this actually open up my heart a bit to talk at least 20% of what I kept. So I think this is my first and last post talking about her. No more hidden meanings in most of my messages. This is it.

But seriously Mel, Is nice talking to you. Is been long since I chatted in mamak from 11 a.m till 6 a.m. Thanks for sharing and thanks for the ride home. We shall always be good friends. This I vow.

- Friends are like when shit happens, they turn in and offer a hand -

Is her :)

Everyone has been asking me how my gf would look like ? So without further queries, Here's the picture of it :)