Jobs.

I'm currently looking for jobs. I don't see any future in my current job beside being a pioneer now and being a so-called senior. I need to find a job where they need my expertise. Doesn't matter in marketing or in IT line. I just need to find a good job with a good pay. Load of stress does not bother me. I have no mood to go to work. Any vacancy ?

I'm having bad headache today, went home sleep. Than went out with Ming. Hmm.. talk about a lot of things that I can't mention here. His things my things. Too private to talk about it here. Than we head down to Pica to meet up with J and Wh. Is been long since we hang out together. Talk about work. Stress here stress there. All of us need a good holiday.

I find it very funny where I do not want to be at home. Yet, I do not like to mix with other people. When I'm alone I feel very lonely. But when I'm with friends, I just want to be alone. Of course I do no think stupid stuff. Just feel like being alone. Not to say I'm backing out of this world. Just that I would want someone to understands me. I think I'm changing, but do now know to which direction till I change completely. Will I become cold? I wonder.

This is not a emo post. LOL.. is a good post.. Oh yahz... Ciggie price increase to 9.30. Fuck it. Going to stop anyway once I start my teeth treatment. Need to do it. For my own sake. I think I can't sleep tonight. I need to settle something on my thoughts. Once is settle I'll have a piece of mind.

I miss my wife. Wonder if she miss me too. Lol... I guess not. Taiwan's a good place to think and enjoy. Hopefully she'll know what she wants in life. Since I think all of us are searching for it too. Kelly you too right ? lol...

Good night peepz.

- hoping tomorrow will be a better day ahead -