A post that I'm having problem to start !!!

Frankly speaking, I do not know how and where to start with this post. Is kinda hard thinking of what to write and how to write this. Is going to be a long post. A post that might insert something to your brain or even whoever that reads it. First off, my vocabulary sucks, mind me, grammar are off. So don't bother complaining about the way I write.

This few weeks has been up's and down's for a lot of people. I think I'm addressing to the few fellas who will read my blogs except for the new people who is going to read this post. Life's tough. Heck, we all know it. But there's certain things in life that we cannot change which is the facts. We have all been thinking what is wrong and what is right. Well, a matter of facts, there's no right and wrong in the things we do. Is just should we do it, or we shouldn't. When we do it, don't you ever regret it. As opportunities doesn't come second chance.

You broke up from the very guy you love a few years back. It was a tough decision and I think you've been dwelling at it for quite a moment. I do understand this feeling. you were saddened in a way but you make up your mind. After few months, you got a crush. This crush is not the crush you wanted at all. But she was the one that you love. You've been thinking why must she be a girl, why can't she be a man that treat me just right. Well, girl. Let me tell you this. I broke up. Although mine was a short period of time. The duration I was with her, I was taught to love, taught to share and taught to trust. She was the one that I plan to marry at first, but things went awry. I think you shouldn't dwell on why you choose her over a guy. Did you know that how hard for someone to search for a partner that can love each other and forgive each other. You've grown up. Doesn't matter who you love, as long as the person that you love, love you back and give you the comfort that you needed. Not everyone can give you this type of feelings which makes you want to spend your whole life with. If you find one, stick to it. Put aside your religion, your parents or even your friends. The person that going to be with you for the rest of your life is your partner. You need to know that. You can have sacrifice for each other. But not sacrificing your own future or her's. I think you understand what I'm trying to say. Don't let go the person you love. As you'll never get them back. Do you believe in second chance ? What ever happens, happens. Look at the future. Don't look at the past. The past is the one that can make you stronger and not repeat your wrong-doings. But dwelling at the past, it can be a pain in the ass.

I do know there's a lot of things that is happening around you. Which is bad and going worst. Don't you believe that the world is very fair? No matter how, the bad things will go away and the good things will be flowing in like what your current situation permits. Sometimes is hard to explain things to you on the phone or msn, but I felt happy that at least I got a call from my friend all the way from Australia. I think we chatted quite long, and my bills should be going ka-boom.

You are young. Don't waste your future. There's a lot of things that you can give up but not your future. I think you saw what I write about disappointment if you skip your examination. Is your own future. If this type of small things you can't cope with. How bout in the future. There will be greater obstacle ahead that you'll face in the future. Hell, all of us will face this mid-life crisis thinks. Is when you just feel like living your life a lie or just jumping down from KLCC tower aiming at the most expensive car you can find at the bottom. But facts is. life is like a poker. You've dealt a hand. Can be a good hand or bad, it depends on how you play it. You play it bad, there goes your miserable life, if you play it good. Well everyone knows. So is simple. Bring yourself together, no matter what kind of situation that you face you'll definitely find a solution. Be cool and calm. Don't act in-matured and don't panic. Remember, parents are there for you. i believe all your friends can give you good advise. Listen to advise. If it's bad put it aside, if it's good, evaluate it.

This post is like reminding our self about life. A lot of us here, ignored a lot of things. We can run away from everything but we can't run away form our self. Focus on the solutions, not dwell on the problem.

Typing this shits, reminded me a lot of things that about my own life. Is not like I regretted anything. So far there's only one thing that I regretted. Which that will be the first and last. As I always believe, Don't cry because it ended, smile because it happened.

I am here as a friend. I may not be the friend who can count on if you needed help. But as long as I'm your friend, you can always seek me for guidance. You know me well, I don't give second chance. So please do appreciate our friendship. You owe me starbucks and dinner :p

Anyway. I do no want to be long-winded in my post. So live your life well.

- This is the last time I will fall, to the place where it fails us all -