She !!!

She seems to be nice, seems to be carefree. She's a friend where I met recently. She's naive, friendly and quite caring. It would be nice if there's chemistry within us. But I do not know why every time I'm with her, My heart just shuts out. There's nothing going around us. But you know when someone like you or interested in you, you can just feel it. I'm not being sensitive. She's kinda cute. I'm going out with her in half an hour as she asked me for a drink in a pub. I'm still thinking whether should I go.
( To Go Or Not To Go )

Not to say we've a lot of things in common thou. She just said I make her feel comfy when she's around me. What does that mean ? Hmm... What does she wants to say ? She did ask me what type of girls I like. But I didn't say much. My heart is not open yet. Hmm... Confused... Is clear I'm not interested in her. But I do now know why I'm still going out with her cause I don't like to give false hope. I like to ignore and avoid :) lolxx.. I think most of you know. Maybe I think she's a friend that I do not want to lose.

Oh..yah !!! I found my happy mask. So I hope she don't feel why am I depressed and moody. So she won't ask anything. !!!!