First Poem for my blog !!!!

haha, Nothing better to do, So I did this. I'm trying to make it rhyme. Seems I'm too tired to think anymore. So I just post it up :)

I’m a shallow guy to begin with.
I tried to see how far we could go,
Everyday when I put on a smile, I changed inside of me.
Yet, you always knew what type of person I am,
You knew that I have fallen for you.

You knew I’m putting on a fake face, to hide my feelings for you.
I pretended like I’m someone else.
I know that I have a fake smile on me, among all my friends that have come and gone
You stayed for awhile,
But not for long
You show me what love is and who I am, then you just left
Now I'm lost, in a neverland.

Dreams have been dreadful.
Sitting in the corner of my bed, writing my own feelings down.
Words can’t explain it, it just came to my mind.
I can't define in any words how I feel for you.
What I have done and how childish I was.
The love I have for you is too much to ignored,
the memories of us are too much to be forgotten.

I have friends, I have people around me, but no one know as much as you knew me,
I look into the mirror sometimes, I only see me without you.
I'm glad that you've moved on. I will follow soon.
Before I forget, just want you to know, I'm always here for you.

- Don't treat me like strangers, we're still a close buddy :) -